Wednesday. 2.13.13 02:25 am
This annual leave that I am currently taking was meant to be the perfect time to help mum out with cleaning up and preparing for Chinese New Year. That worked out alright. This second and final week that I have off was meant for spending more time with my boyfriend, whom I hardly get to spend time with. Coincidentally, Thursday is Valentines day. I wanted to spend the day with him. Things didn't quite work out to plan. We had a fight last night. I am left shattered in a million pieces. Was meant to catch up with him yesterday as well, but I was too angry to see him. All this effort I went to to spend more time with him is completely ruined now.
We usually only get to see each other once a week. I finally have some time off work in which I wanted to spend with him, but I'm now just so upset that I don't even want to see him. I tried to just let it slide so that I can just catch up with him as planned, but I just couldn't bring myself to it. He really hurt my feelings. It's not like one of those small fights or arguments in which you can just get over in a couple of hours. The second night in a row now that I cannot bring my mind to rest. I do feel the tiredness, but just can't fall asleep.
I hope these dark days will end soon.
I'm sorry you're going through a rough patch. Fighting with the person you love is really hard. I hope you guys are able to work through it and salvage the rest of the week. Best of luck to you! » Amelie
on 2013-02-12 12:31:59
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