Thursday. 6.28.12 3:03 pm
Once again, it's the time of the month where it's my turn to fill in night shifts at work. 4 nights. I don't know about you, but even the thought of night shifts makes me a little grumpy and 'depressed'. Life of night shifts is literally just sleep, go to work, get home and sleep, go to work, and so on. Is it unreasonable to be a little depressed because of such social-lacking life?
All I ask for is for my boyfriend of 4 years and 9 months to just maybe text me everyday for those 4 nights because it'll be the only form of socialising I will have for those days, but he made a big fuss over how he always texts me first and why can't I just text him first. Really?! Is it really such a big ask to have someone text me everyday, just for the next 4 days? I'm not telling him to text me every minute for the rest of his life! I just don't understand. Why does he have to keep count about who texts who first? I sometimes text him first, even if it means having to wake up early on a day that I could sleep in, just to wish him luck for an exam, or a competition. But he can't do such a simple thing for me? Or am I simply asking for too much?
Is our relationship just continuing on because we're just used to having each other in our lives? Is this even love any more? This hurts me. But does that still mean I love him because it hurts? Or would I feel like this anyway even if it was between another friend and I?
Categories: 2012 [t]
Its because we often dont know the value until it becomes a memory. » renaye
on 2012-06-28 09:13:13
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