Tuesday. 6.24.08 6:42 pm
what am i suppose to do? there is not a single day we dont fight anymore. im beginning to dislike everything he does now. i feel so restricted i can't even breathe. he can't even trust me anymore. this relationship is so pointless. it wont get anywhere. i havent been happy in so long that i dont even remember how to be happy. he took away everything from me, one by one. he doesnt let me talk to a lot of my friends. but then when he's on the phone with me, i feel hes only doing it so i can't talk to anyone, because all he does is talk to his friends and friends of friends and play games with them. and im expected to just sit here listening and do nothing at all. and if im talking to a friend, i have to tell him who exactly and what exactly. there is nothing more than pain to this relationship. sometimes i just rather not be with him than suffer like this.
last night he blamed me for where he is now. he said if i had moved out then there wouldnt be today, because he wouldnt have moved out. to him, he feels that everything hes done and where he is now is all because of me. what am i?
Categories: 2008 [t]
I will be truthful. I don't know you or him. But I know he is jealous. If you didn't give him reason to be then dump him. Find a man who loves you. True love is never jealous.
» jacyhenry on 2008-06-25 03:07:10
tell urself u r in charge of ur own happiness. and take action whatever to get u out of this suffering. since u already pointed out that ur relationship now is taking u nowhere why still waste ur time with him?
» renaye on 2008-06-25 08:42:42
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