sometimes things just dont run as smoothly and kind of just ruin your entire week. it was only tuesday, but it had already felt like friday. i was tired and hungry. hungry to the point i felt like i had lived in a third world country for weeks. things are beginning to get a little better. at least i have access to the online homework i have to complete lol. thats a good start....

im so tired. i feel like im running 24/7. now i know how my parents had felt having to look after us kids and work at the same time. its at this age that you start to realise that money is quite important too. its so hard to save money. no matter how hard i try, my bf just seems to save faster than i do. well, yes he works full time i barely work at all, but thats kind of besides the point haha. i want to buy him something, but i cant because i dont have the money for it -.-" hmm... well, just got to keep saving i guess.

life is rather tedious. i want a rest soon. ive lost rather a lot of weight. its terrible. i cant even control it anymore, sometimes there just isnt time for food or sleep even.

sometimes i just want someone to talk to and undoubtedly, he's the first i approach, but he never seems to have the time or energy to listen to me. he works during the day, serving customers or doing something else. its such a long day he just gets tired by the time he gets home. when i talk to him, i know hes not even listening, not that its intentional, but he falls asleep. who may i ever seek for advice and just say what i want to say at any time of the day?

im tired.

i'll just shut my eyes and hold his hand and hope hes still there going through it all with me.

Categories: 2008 [t]

cos i will honey now and forever till i die. i'll will always be there for u no matter what. i know sometime i kind of tune out but i do try to listen. so pls forgive me for that. saving money...... its not ur job alone, we are doing this together so don't worry bout it. and if u want to get me something, don't need to buy anything, just give me a BIG KISS AND HUGS that will do. i thank you for going through this with me and i know that you're already stressed from school, after that you have to put up with me. =P. lol. I LOVE YOU honey!!! now and forever.
» (220.253.49.41) on 2008-04-09 08:34:26

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