Wednesday. 3.12.08 9:29 pm
im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed im stressed
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
why did i have to break my promise... and now hes borken his promise, but hes unaware because he probably doesnt even know about this, this is becoming more and more alike the other one. why are we starting to fight so much now. it seems like hes not understanding me anymore. or maybe its i dont understand him anymore. my tolerance runs low now days. im too stressed. theres too much on my mind and too little (right) time to tell him about it. sometimes i dont even know how to tell him things. i hate this stress. i just want to leave everything. i just want to scream i want to release everything there is inside me. i want to cry and run and scream and hide. i dont to go away forever. i dont want to come back. why DOES IT REALLY SEEM LIKE I WANT TO STAY AT HOME? i fucking want to move out more than he does. why am i constantly having so many problems. all i want is someone there to lend me a shoulder and to listen to everything. is it that hard? am i asking for too much. i have enough stress as it is. i dont need more. i dont want more. im not a fucking idiot. like i dont know he has his own problems and issues to worry about. what does he think i am? a selfish asshole who just thinks about myself? or maybe thats how im acting? i dont fucking know, but clearly if he cant see that i do care and know then theres something wrong. im sick of this. why am i putting up with this shit? whether its at home or my social life or whatever.
i was expecting this year to run a fuck of a lot more smoother than every other yr, but it totally FUCKING SUCKS!
Categories: 2008 [t]
dont know what to say.but i know.
» (220.253.152.228) on 2008-03-12 07:21:14
but like i told u the other day. if we could bear through this year i gurantee next yr will be much smoother. i promise.
» (220.253.152.228) on 2008-03-12 07:24:27
im not sure what promise i have broken but if i did, I'M SORRY.
» (220.253.152.228) on 2008-03-12 07:25:44
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