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still feeling quite shitty i move on with life in a very boring manner, but so waht? who gives a fuck? still being pissed at the same old person JIMMY, everyone has decided taht hes a dickless son of a whore..... sigh ... how sad... and today was quite sad not only for me but for a coupla friends too ... they both got dumped... but its life... what has been done in life cannot be undone... maybe that means i will still feel shit for the rest of my life cos of what happend... only way to end it is death? still considering that... should i? of course u'd say no... but why not? what is there left for me to live for and having to put up with this done up thing unable of being undone again? if im to blame neone for this...it'll be jimmy... screw him... moving along now....... life is quite fragile.... things can happen very unexpectedly, who knows if i'll be run over by a car tomoz? that'll be nice..... why am i so emotional these days?!......... im eating all the things i dont like to eat, like choco and icecream...... is this really a good way of avoiding depression? ive tried crying.... obviously didnt do nething for me......... but oh weos... as i said... no one gives a damn......... if i had a choice, i'd rather be an angel....an invisible one, then i could help ppl but remain anonymous...... but then i wouldnt ever meet u? what would life be like then? better? or not as good? weo for a fact i know i wouldnt be depressed cos i wouldnt come across that dickless son of a whore......... but how about the others that i do care about now a days?..... life is torture for me.... what should i do... plz someone can u gimme advice?

ATTENTION: in search for a guardian angel, who is willing to always stay by me and stop that bitch getting near me ><

Categories: year 10 [t]

bo cac, man... y be so down for lah
**sigh** deeper sigh**,,,,,,mel....y be so sad for huh???? huh????if u want sum1 to bash jimmi just as k brendan full on....he'll do it for u....then at least u'll be happi agn lah....then ever1 else can be happi agn as well.... so cheer up lah.
» m.PEGg (211.28.126.176) on 2005-02-28 04:02:36

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