Fresh start, fresh business
Saturday. 1.4.14 9:39 pm
So what have I for 2014?
1. Fight less, love more.
2. Share my business with you all. I have recently joined a business which is going quite well! I want to share it with you all. Selling supplements, skin care products, products that help with weight management (whether you want to gain or lose weight). Take a look at my link:
If you guys need any advice or have any questions to ask me, please don't hesitate to ask me. I'm more than happy to help out!
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Monday. 12.9.13 04:08 am
So its one of those nights where I cannot sleep and have nowhere to rant. Thank goodness for nutang and you people who listen. Well, read. Its been a long time since ive posted. Most of you may remember that I usually post uere when I have relationship problems. So its been a long time since ive had a fight with my boyfriend. Its been very distressing recently for both him and I. I'm very tired, and generally just extremely upset that he cant see that I'm trying really hard to listen and appreciate what he's doing. I think we might have had 4 fights in the span of 2 weeks. He obviously feels its all my fault and that I'm whinging. It doesnt help that he's the type to avoid issues and not sort it out, because we fight about the same things again and he'll try to avoid it again. Back at square one. Could someone teach me what to do? I hate fighting. I always end up in tears.
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Wednesday. 2.13.13 02:25 am
This annual leave that I am currently taking was meant to be the perfect time to help mum out with cleaning up and preparing for Chinese New Year. That worked out alright. This second and final week that I have off was meant for spending more time with my boyfriend, whom I hardly get to spend time with. Coincidentally, Thursday is Valentines day. I wanted to spend the day with him. Things didn't quite work out to plan. We had a fight last night. I am left shattered in a million pieces. Was meant to catch up with him yesterday as well, but I was too angry to see him. All this effort I went to to spend more time with him is completely ruined now.
We usually only get to see each other once a week. I finally have some time off work in which I wanted to spend with him, but I'm now just so upset that I don't even want to see him. I tried to just let it slide so that I can just catch up with him as planned, but I just couldn't bring myself to it. He really hurt my feelings. It's not like one of those small fights or arguments in which you can just get over in a couple of hours. The second night in a row now that I cannot bring my mind to rest. I do feel the tiredness, but just can't fall asleep.
I hope these dark days will end soon.
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Saturay. 6.30.12 01:39 am
It's been a decent night so far. It's nearly 2am and I have finally have a chance to sick back and take a sip of tea. I had a long talk with him last night... via sms. Things appear to be clearer to the both of us. What we both want and expect of the relationship. Having said that, we haven't really had a talk face to face or in any verbal form, so I'm just hoping that there aren't any misinterpretations or confusion as yet.
It is too true that we tend to take things for granted and value it when it becomes a memory, Renaye. I'm trying to value everything I have at the moment. Not only in this relationship, but even with family and friends, too. Nobody will be around forever. We have to make the most of the time we have with each other so we don't regret it, rather than fighting over silly small things.
I hope all goes well.
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Thursday. 6.28.12 3:03 pm
Once again, it's the time of the month where it's my turn to fill in night shifts at work. 4 nights. I don't know about you, but even the thought of night shifts makes me a little grumpy and 'depressed'. Life of night shifts is literally just sleep, go to work, get home and sleep, go to work, and so on. Is it unreasonable to be a little depressed because of such social-lacking life?
All I ask for is for my boyfriend of 4 years and 9 months to just maybe text me everyday for those 4 nights because it'll be the only form of socialising I will have for those days, but he made a big fuss over how he always texts me first and why can't I just text him first. Really?! Is it really such a big ask to have someone text me everyday, just for the next 4 days? I'm not telling him to text me every minute for the rest of his life! I just don't understand. Why does he have to keep count about who texts who first? I sometimes text him first, even if it means having to wake up early on a day that I could sleep in, just to wish him luck for an exam, or a competition. But he can't do such a simple thing for me? Or am I simply asking for too much?
Is our relationship just continuing on because we're just used to having each other in our lives? Is this even love any more? This hurts me. But does that still mean I love him because it hurts? Or would I feel like this anyway even if it was between another friend and I?
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
I've been with him for 4 years now. His parents want to meet my parents. From many's point of view, it would be absolutely legit. However, why do I feel so pressured about it. It's as if I don't want them to meet yet. It's not like I have anything to hide or feel ashamed about anything. I don't know what this feeling means.
Last night, he casually talked to me about moving into his place. (He still lives at home, by the way.) I immediately objected the idea. I personally wouldn't ever want to move into my boyfriend's place if he still lives at home. It would make things so awkward, even if his parents were the ones who wanted to me to move in! He didn't seem to understand the point that I was trying to make, that not many in today's society would live with their other half's parents or in-laws even. I really would like my personal space and don't want to have to change my living style to suit others' way to living. He sounded annoyed and disappointed at what I was saying. Maybe he's just not mature enough to understand yet. After all, we are only 21 and 22.
Was I being unreasonable? Will he understand one day? Will this work out?
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Tuesday. 12.14.10 10:37 pm
I've always thought that everybody has a somebody they could talk to about anything and everything. Today, I finally grew up to realise that that's not always the case. Or at least it isn't the case for me. All along for the past three years that I've been with him, I always believed that he was there to listen to me, to listen to everything I had to say, from something about me to something about the random conversation I heard from a colleague. It isn't like that. He doesn't even want to listen to anything extra except things about me. The world doesn't just revolove around me, I want to share other people's stories with him too! That's how we grow and learn things through life, isn't it?
I feel so stressed from work already and I just want to get home at the end of the day and be able to talk to someone I trust and who will listen to me. Have a looked for the wrong person? Who should I turn to now?
This is one of the only places where I can just rant on about what I want.
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Thursday. 11.26.09 12:16 am
mum and sister went overseas to visit grandma and for a holiday... before they left, we were happily writing lists of things we wanted them to buy... but now that thye're not here, its quiet and I feel lonely despite the fact I still have my bro and dad around.. I hardly talk to dad and my bro is 8 yrs younger. I didn't think I'd miss them so much to the point that I'd cry, but I did.
They'll be home in another 27 days, but each day passes by so slowly it depresses me.
I feel sort of stupid lol.
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